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My live in male partner was told that I was killing myself because of all the medication I am taking. I love him very much and as result I have in a months time I have cut the medication without the doctors permission. I am experiencing some things like paranoia and panicy. I need to cut back more and my mate wants me to go to herbal medicine. Help I am having daily fibro-fog. So much so that my live in has decided that he does not want to deal with me. One day he says he loves me and other days he just wants me to leave.