One of those BAD days!
from-fibro-2-college - Dec 16th, 2008 3:56 PM
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Hi all,
Today has been one of those bad days! Well, the last few days actually. Just when you think you've got a hold on this thing, it rises up to kick your booty. I thank God for the good days, but for the life of me I just can't understand the bad ones. I am on depression medicine, and it's helped to an extent, but at times I do get that "pity me" attitude. I try so hard to stay upbeat for myself and my family and friends as well, but God knows I just want to sit and cry in this mess today. As I've posted earlier, I attend college (with the attitude that I will not live on disability for the rest of my life)but....well, I know I don't need to post any more on that subject for we've all been there. Sometimes I need a shoulder to cry on too. I'm so glad that I ran across this support group. Although I can't hear the voices, the comments posted lift me up so much. Just to know that there are others who experience the same things I do helps to ease the depression to an extent. I feel understood and at one time felt so lonely in this. Thanks for all the input.

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Taleese - Dec 16th, 2008 5:53 PM

I am sorry you have had such a bad day. I was right where you are about 3 days ago.It was a horrible feeling and sure made for a difficult day for the family who is trying to understand what is going on. It will get better and there is always tomorrow.
Cry on this shoulder as I understand what you are feeling completly and know how hard it can be to talk to those who don't understand what happens to us and how easily it can change.
I hope the rest of your day gets much better and try to smile, someone is thinking about you and has you in my prayers. :)